Accenture IRONMAN 70.3 California Oceanside
~ By Andy Blasquez
Here is my first ever race report from my first ever triathlon.
Before I get into the full race reports, here's a quick Beginner Triathlon Tip of the Week.
Ironman Foundation - and worth every penny. |
Before I get into the full race reports, here's a quick Beginner Triathlon Tip of the Week.
This week I was reminded that Triathlon is a part of my life, rather than what I live for. The week got away from me, time wise, and there was nothing I could do (or was willing to do) to put in more training than I did.
Wednesday: 60 minute Z2 trainer session at 178 watts
Friday, 100 minutes Z2 trainer session at 168 watts.
That's all I had! That's it! I just had to let it go. Tomorrow is another day, and I'm not getting paid to do this. I'm doing this to enhance my life...not take it over.
I was in awe!
For the record: 59 Degrees is cold. |
behind Miranda Carfre. After registration I immediately took my wetsuit for a trial run. This would be my first ever open water swim. Yes, it was Thursday and I was going to "Swim" in the ocean for the first time. I've surfed and done scuba, but never "swam" as such. I was told by someone in registration that the water was 59 degrees. That didn't mean anything to me. I didn't have anything to compare it to. I do know that it was cold enough to immediately cause pretty severe pain in my head. I tried swimming for about 20 minutes. I tried to swim at all. It just wasn't going to happen. Not the way I wanted to start my race weekend.
The night before the race was overwhelming. I didn't know how to put my numbers on my bike, what all the extra bags were for, where the transitions were, or how I might set them up in the morning. Finally, about two hours later than I'd hoped, I was packed and all set for the morning to come. Thankfully, the starting line was only 5 miles from our hotel. Thanks honey! GREAT job on accommodations!
Zero Dark Thirty |
"People" have said that you can't sleep the night before a big race. "People" are right. I tossed and turned all night, actually sort of giving up on sleep all together, and more or less praying for the clock to speed up so I could at least get out of bed and start the day. Eventually, the clock struck 3:30 AM and I was up. I left a couple of minutes after 4 am and even snapped a picture of the clock in the car in an effort to amuse my younger brother. He's one of my greatest supporters, and as a former motorcycle road racer, I knew he's appreciate the hour.
The anxiety of not even knowing where I was supposed to park to set up for T2...(or
wait...was that T1)...really added to the stresses of the entire day. Finally, however, I found a place to park not too far from T2. I took my red bag and walked to T2. I saw Rudy! Yep! You know, Rudy Garcia Tolson? He's the young man with no legs who competes in international triathlons all over the world. Inspiration? Check! The morning just got even more intense!
Note the 'all pro' Monkey Graphics! |
I set up T2 with a taste of 'home' and my real inspiration. I have two young sons, 6 & 8, a my bride who's been through so much. My "official" transition towels are the boys' little toddler towels. This way, if I'm lost in the chaos of transition, I can remember my true purpose.
After setting up T2, I headed back to the truck to grab my bike, swim bag, and T1 bag. Looking rather like the Beverly Hillbillies with the amount of crap I was trying to carry on my bike, I headed to the harbor.
After setting up T2, I headed back to the truck to grab my bike, swim bag, and T1 bag. Looking rather like the Beverly Hillbillies with the amount of crap I was trying to carry on my bike, I headed to the harbor.
Still with a couple of hours before sunrise, I took a moment to soak up the view, and the energy of the event. Gently coasting down the road toward the harbor, with athletes of all ages and abilities surrounding me, I heard a horrible crash. My first real shot of adrenaline of the day! Someone immediately in front of me got one of their transition bags caught in the spokes of their front wheel, and literally flipped over the bars, landing with a heavy, head-first thump on the ground. The unsuspecting victim laid bleeding on the ground in a pile of transition bags. Bystanders immediately came to her aid. All I could think of is, "Holy crap! The day hasn't even started." I stepped off the bike and re-situated my things.
After a short roll across the harbor bridge I walked my bike under the Ironman banner. That was a special moment for me. It was a little bitter-sweet, because with other similar experiences (playing live music at iconic venues with my older brother, and unloading a roadracing machine at Daytona International Speedway with my younger brother) I was alone. I wanted to share the excitement, anxiety, and fear with someone who 'gets it'. That didn't happen...until later. I did, however, get an amazing feeling of "Wow, I'm actually here!" that came over me. That in itself raised my heart rate. Then, trying to re-focus on the task at hand, I got my nutrition sorted out, marked up my legs with my good luck markings, then really put on my race-face.
Smiled on by Paula Pezzo |
Years back, I was a bit of a mess, but somehow through the pain that I always managed to prescribe myself, I could always hear my Grandmother's voice saying. "Ok!" Not so much in a tone of satisfaction or conviction, but in a tone as if to say, "OK! Well, I'm not sure what's next, but you're gonna be OK!" When I raced my biggest race (up to that point of my life) I wrote "OK", in Sharpie marker, on my right thigh. This way, when I was really suffering...I could hear that voice and somehow find peace. This time though, things were different. I wasn't a mess. I was focused. And although I still heard the comfort of my Grandmother's voice in my head, I had a more important, less self centered motivation; my wife, Adrianne, and my young sons, Michael and Jeffrey. I'd only heard of the dreaded "Mount Mother F@#ker" on blog posts I'd read, but I knew that I'd find strength, when the moment came to dig deep, in the reminders sketched onto my thighs .
My motivation; to be better. |
Oceanside is a wave start, so we lined up in waves; 24 waves in all. I was in the 23rd. OH MAN! Really? Am I going to be the last guy on the course? What if everyone behind me is faster than me? They probably are! Who the F@#& does a 70.3 without loads of triathlon experience. What a dork! "It's OK". Like Macca wrote about in his book, I'm here to win! you've filled your head with memories of success. When it hurts, you know you can push through because you've done it in training so many times. You deserve to be here! Enjoy it! If you're last, you're last. Enjoy it."
Before I knew it, the leaders were coming out of the water! They'd swam 1.2 miles already, and I'm 5 minutes away from even getting my toes wet. But then it was time. "OK, you can go!" said the volunteer at the bottom of the boat ramp. So I took to the water. My first few breaths were very, very shallow. It was bloody cold. Cold like instant head ache cold. I remember Macca talking about getting yourself acclimated to the water so I immediately took off for the start line about 150 yards away. A bit of a sprint to get loosened up and get into race mode. My brand new (to avoid fogging) goggles immediately filled with salt water. They fit exactly as my previous ones did, but...the leaked. So I stalled out and got my goggles and swim caps sorted out. "Think calm. Think gliding. Think peace. You've got this." was going through my head. My goal: 32 minutes.
On dry land. |
The gun went off and I started swimming my race; calm, smooth, and steady. About 45 seconds in I was gasping for air; actually gasping. "Calm down." I told myself. "You're fit. Just feel that glide. Breath every two if you need to." But it never came...ever. This swim was the worst experience I've ever had in the water. If my family hadn't been so supportive, I'd have given up 400 yards in. That's the truth. Breast stroke, side stroke, freestyle...gasping. Breast stroke...freestyle again...gasping. I never swam really swam. I never found my rhythm. After what felt like an hour, I finally got out of the water and ran up the ramp thinking, "Thank GOD I got out of the water and I'm I can get onto my bike."
Climbing out of T1 |
Heading into T2 |
T2! I'm gonna make it! I cruised into T2 feeling fantastic! It wasn't a fast ride, but to be honest, I'd only run 13.1 miles twice in my life, neither time was very pretty. My goal was to show up to the run with a fresh mind, body, and soul. I did just that! "Ok, sit down, socks, more sunscreen, more DZ Nuts, more nutrition, Salt Stick tablets, glasses, compression socks, number belt, Macca visor (with a little tiny bit of pride), shoes" and I was on my way. My plan was to walk to T2 exit. I did that. Then an easy jog. My 10k pace is 9min/mi. Anything near that would be great...for me. 1st mile was all smiles. I feel fantastic. I feel pretty fast. I don't want to change anything because I feel fantastic. Then, 400 yards later...it hit again. The gasping that I felt in the morning's swim! It was JUST like when I was in the water. I could go as slowly as I wanted, but I could NOT catch my breath? "Don't walk, just run slowly and smoothly! If you start to walk...you'll keep walking. Just be smooth and steady!"
Jeffrey (5) and Michael (7) - Team Daddy |
I made the turn away from the family and found a bit of a rhythm. A couple minutes later, a guy came buy me and smiled. "So. You must be Daddy!" "Yep!" I replied. "I'm feelin' pretty rich right now."
Built more for rugby or MMA than endurance, but I love this sport. |
Back to start finish. "Ok, I'm half way there." I then stumbled upon a guy that was in about the same physical and emotional condition I was. We ran silently, side by side, for about 5 minutes. Finally, I broke the silence. I needed to get my head somewhere else, and I hoped I wasn't interfering with his Zen moment. "So why are you here, mate?" I said, with the rhythm of my breathing breaking up the question. The guy turned to me and I noticed,...no hair...no eyebrows. I wondered if, in a selfish moment, I'd stepped somewhere I shouldn't have. The gentleman told me that he'd just lost his best friend to cancer. He'd shaved his head, beard, and eyebrows off, in honor of his fallen mate. "Whew! That's great friend! Great motivation. I'm sure your friend is smiling!" "Yep! I can...feel him." he said with a tear in his eyes. So why are you here?" he asked me. "Yea...well..." Nothing came out. "Things...I...well....things have been..." I couldn't even get the words out. After a very long pause, "...hard. I'm just really, really happy to be here and proud to run next to you." I couldn't bring myself to share the seas of struggles, the mistakes, the broken heartedness, the injuries, and the self disappointment that I'd endured to get hear. I was doing Ironman California 70.3, and I'd just started lap two. It hit me again. "I'm on the last lap! That means there's no way out...but to finish!"
Finally, with some friendly chats, some deeper than others, and cheers from Milhouse and my family, I saw the finish line. Again, I'd visualized this in my head 100 times; 1,000 times. I was going to grab my MaccaX visor in my right hand, and the picture of my family in the other, and reach my goal; I finished. 6:55. A long day. A stunning, beautiful, and life improving day.
The 1st will always be special |
Motorsports was easy for me. Going fast was natural. This, Ironman; it's really, really hard for me. The boys picked up a habit. They'd ask me, every night, after reading bedtime stories and brushing their teeth, "Daddy! Are you going swimming now?" "Yep!", I'd say. "Wow! You're going to be fast Daddy! I think you're going to win!" I would simply reply, "I'm going to try boys. I'm going to try."
That afternoon, I was aching, but still all smiles. Aches fade. We'd stood in the Oceanside surf for about an hour after the race, watching the kids splash and be kids, while blissfully allowing my muscles to enjoy the comfort of the ice cold water. Then we ate. I ate like I'd never eaten before. I just wanted to eat everything! Then we were off to the hotel. Again, Adrianne's support was evident. I got to soak in an ice bath. The boys were well cared for...and I just soaked it all up. I received calls from my brothers and sister, and my folks too. My cell phone was blowing up with text messages from people who'd followed my progress online. I was so happy. I am so happy.
Unforgettable |
You know, people sometimes ask why I would put myself through so much to do this in the first place? To me...I think...
...how could I not?